So abstract

Finally, Valentines is over. As usual valentines seem very normal for me, cause i still single, so i dun really even care. 14th February, i spent my whole day doing stuff. 6.00 am, force myself to wake up and be ready go to the college. 8.30 am, physiology class start, my classmates seem no time to think how to celebrate valentines. well, class going on until 4.00pm. lol, all of us going very tired and sleepy after Dr. professor swamy class and computer programming class. Dunno what these 2 lecturer talking about and i dun even care, coz i promise myself will revise back at home. 6.00pm reach home, first thing i did was open the switch of my pc, and bath. I cant wait to log in my msn, waiting someone to online and wishing her happy valentines, but i am very childish. Wait whole night, she din't appear, at the end, just gave up, and focused on my computer programming assignment. That's what is about the whole valentines for me, boring and dissapointed.

Something happen in college. I argued with my friends. For a reason, i am talking too rough to a classmates the she like. What the hell! i think people that know me really well know that i love to say 'eat shit', and this word i normally use it for joking. i din't know what had i done wrong. But i dun want to cause too much conflict, and at the end, i said sorry. But, i feel very unfair. i think this friend is really mad in love. Sometimes love help us to see things clearly, see a person's attidude. i very tired to have this type of friend. Love is so abstract and undefine.

Recently the news that surprise me the most the news about the Chris Brown hiting her girlfriend Rihanna. I wondering why Chris Brown want to hit her Rihanna, i thought love suppose to be loving each other, i think most of the guy want to protect her gf. Very very dissapointed with Chris Brown, he was my favourite singer.

Thats what about love, make ppl mad, making people insane, and causing people out of control.
But for me, it is better to learn how to love yourself before you love someone. Well, gonna continue study math, Tuesday gonna have exam again. Wish all the couples happy valentines altough it is a bit late


Good Nite Everyone!!

Happy CNY!

Wow, finally Ox year is come! I really busy for these moment, working in world of feng shui for the whole CNY break. Well, that not that bad actually, i find out something happen that are good. I cant imagine that one of my customer whose i dealing with, can become 1 of my friend. I think she are 40+ years old, i was promoting all kind of zibead for her, and at last, we are talking many other things, she tell me about the course tat i studying now, and she said tat opthometry course are v good for me, and she told me to find her in singapore if i want find job, so i really cant belif it. So let see thing in positive way always, alotugh i spent my whole holiday for working, but i earn money and i get to noe friends.

Altough i this post is a bit late in the CNY, but i hope all of my friend happy CNY!

Gud nite!

Gossips

WoW, finally i get into a job, becoz of this job, i had no time to online that often...

Guess what, i never tot that i can know so many friends, i mean all my coworker, treat really well, like Cindy, sook hoon, wilson, hong, derek, kiat, annie, and so so...

Well, maybe i shuld accept that fact that humans are not tired of talking Gossips. Bad things always come to me wherever i go, the true story is about the relationship thinggy again! Whenever i close to a gal, all ppl around me always said i fall in love with her, WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!

I am not that desparate want a gf! So? Now i think i got what i so called phobia about this gosip. But as a human being, we shuld accept this fact.. Don't we?

You are always in my heart.. rest in peace, my friend!

I still remember you are still a little dogie when u are in the SPCA.. A 7 month dog, that gave some signal to me, i knew you are signaling that you want us to become your master, and indeed, we had choose you as our pet..


At first, you are a bit too scared about us, u still feel like we are stranger to you, but as time passes, you know we are your friends.

In 1st year, you are quick learner, you know what should you do at home and what should not. You know our family member well, although you can't speak, i know what you feel, what you think and what you want.

In 2nd year, our relationship are more closer and closer, you always make our family happy, whenever i feel bad mood, you are always stay with me, although you can't speak, you know what i think, you are always stay with me whenever i need you, although you are a dog, you are always my best friend, i always share my problems to you, you seem understand what i said.

In 3rd year, due to my careless mistake, i had lost you. You ran away from us, i felt very sorry you that time, but luckily we found you. You feel happy that time when you come back home, although you can't speak, i knew you are saying something to me, : 'i will never ran away from u again.'

But in 11th december 2008, you left us forever. I know you will never come back to us again, at these few day, you suffer a lot, i know it, really know it well, you cried, you know you gonna left us, you know we will gonna sad because you will left us. At last, you died, you go to the place of heaven.

Smurgly- This is my message that i want to let you know. Although you had gone forever, but our heart never never forget you. I will always remember the moment when you and me together, do you still remember? We always play hide and seek together, i treat you as my friends, or a little brother. You know i never never treat you as my pet, i treat you as you are my 1 of the family member. You are 1 of the familly member, now and forever.... Rest in peace, my friend!

After exam,

Soon after the final exam, every1 was like, fly high.... Hazel that sit infront me during examination time turn her head over to me, have a wonderful smile... she said 'Finally exam is over, i was so happy!' the feeling really really great. Even the weather for that day was wonderful, everything seem to smilling at me...

After final exam, we went to Cyber cafe playing CS and Dota... i am expert in CS, but i am a novice in Dota... Lose so many time till i wanna cry!!

The next day morning, we all plan to go to Sunway Pyramid to celebrate Wuan Yin birthday, i was surprisingly she gave me small gift instead i give her 1st, SWT... she gave Lipice for men.. well, i have to admit that my lip is always dry.. and my friend keep teasing me that my mouth is big...
lipice did help me,lol.....

we went to 'kam kah li restorant' for food, then we eat cake in secret recipi.... Having my Capuccino Cheese Cake...

Does they look like couple???
Wow? want kill people merh?
What am i doing??
Angels? or Witches?

yeah~~~~~

Before exam.......

Too free, nth to do in home, but these few day the old memories keep disturb my mind.... especially thing that happen before exam.....

We went through lot and lot of assignments, presentation, and EC1,EC2, and EC3. That i was in the hell, no time to have fun, no time to enjoy, no time to go for movie, but now things change up side down. Feel a bit not get use to it, coz last time was too many things to do, now is nth to do!

See, i was so happy when i finished my assignment....

I really hate math, but wat to do, i need to pass for my exam, haiz

'Light Bulb'

After finished lots and lots of assignments and presentation, i finally have a rest. Was going to mv AGAIN! haiz, wat to do, i think tat shopping center is the only nearest to my college..

I cant wait to watch high school musical 3, but becoz of my FRIENDS! Have to give up tat chance and going to watch Bangkok Dangerous.

I tot was happy going to mv, but i was wrong. Going out with another 5 friends 2 gals and 4 boy's friends. Tat was some relationship between 2 pairs, the 2 gals and 2 boys. I getting really frustrated, , i have hard time, during tat time, i really feel i am the 'light bulb' tat time, so i rather i walk alone tat time.

i feel tats no problem to become single, but if we facing the situation above, did we really feel lonely, my friend there 2 pairs and the other guy got gf already, isn't it we will some how get jealous? watever, i do hate the feeling honestly, but well just hate going out wit pairs with couple..

but at least, Bangkok Dangerous is a nice movie...