You are always in my heart.. rest in peace, my friend!

I still remember you are still a little dogie when u are in the SPCA.. A 7 month dog, that gave some signal to me, i knew you are signaling that you want us to become your master, and indeed, we had choose you as our pet..


At first, you are a bit too scared about us, u still feel like we are stranger to you, but as time passes, you know we are your friends.

In 1st year, you are quick learner, you know what should you do at home and what should not. You know our family member well, although you can't speak, i know what you feel, what you think and what you want.

In 2nd year, our relationship are more closer and closer, you always make our family happy, whenever i feel bad mood, you are always stay with me, although you can't speak, you know what i think, you are always stay with me whenever i need you, although you are a dog, you are always my best friend, i always share my problems to you, you seem understand what i said.

In 3rd year, due to my careless mistake, i had lost you. You ran away from us, i felt very sorry you that time, but luckily we found you. You feel happy that time when you come back home, although you can't speak, i knew you are saying something to me, : 'i will never ran away from u again.'

But in 11th december 2008, you left us forever. I know you will never come back to us again, at these few day, you suffer a lot, i know it, really know it well, you cried, you know you gonna left us, you know we will gonna sad because you will left us. At last, you died, you go to the place of heaven.

Smurgly- This is my message that i want to let you know. Although you had gone forever, but our heart never never forget you. I will always remember the moment when you and me together, do you still remember? We always play hide and seek together, i treat you as my friends, or a little brother. You know i never never treat you as my pet, i treat you as you are my 1 of the family member. You are 1 of the familly member, now and forever.... Rest in peace, my friend!

After exam,

Soon after the final exam, every1 was like, fly high.... Hazel that sit infront me during examination time turn her head over to me, have a wonderful smile... she said 'Finally exam is over, i was so happy!' the feeling really really great. Even the weather for that day was wonderful, everything seem to smilling at me...

After final exam, we went to Cyber cafe playing CS and Dota... i am expert in CS, but i am a novice in Dota... Lose so many time till i wanna cry!!

The next day morning, we all plan to go to Sunway Pyramid to celebrate Wuan Yin birthday, i was surprisingly she gave me small gift instead i give her 1st, SWT... she gave Lipice for men.. well, i have to admit that my lip is always dry.. and my friend keep teasing me that my mouth is big...
lipice did help me,lol.....

we went to 'kam kah li restorant' for food, then we eat cake in secret recipi.... Having my Capuccino Cheese Cake...

Does they look like couple???
Wow? want kill people merh?
What am i doing??
Angels? or Witches?

yeah~~~~~

Before exam.......

Too free, nth to do in home, but these few day the old memories keep disturb my mind.... especially thing that happen before exam.....

We went through lot and lot of assignments, presentation, and EC1,EC2, and EC3. That i was in the hell, no time to have fun, no time to enjoy, no time to go for movie, but now things change up side down. Feel a bit not get use to it, coz last time was too many things to do, now is nth to do!

See, i was so happy when i finished my assignment....

I really hate math, but wat to do, i need to pass for my exam, haiz

'Light Bulb'

After finished lots and lots of assignments and presentation, i finally have a rest. Was going to mv AGAIN! haiz, wat to do, i think tat shopping center is the only nearest to my college..

I cant wait to watch high school musical 3, but becoz of my FRIENDS! Have to give up tat chance and going to watch Bangkok Dangerous.

I tot was happy going to mv, but i was wrong. Going out with another 5 friends 2 gals and 4 boy's friends. Tat was some relationship between 2 pairs, the 2 gals and 2 boys. I getting really frustrated, , i have hard time, during tat time, i really feel i am the 'light bulb' tat time, so i rather i walk alone tat time.

i feel tats no problem to become single, but if we facing the situation above, did we really feel lonely, my friend there 2 pairs and the other guy got gf already, isn't it we will some how get jealous? watever, i do hate the feeling honestly, but well just hate going out wit pairs with couple..

but at least, Bangkok Dangerous is a nice movie...

Suvey

Well, too many things come to my mind today! want to share to my friends!

Yesterday, was really a terrible day for me! never, never try this thing b4..Was doing the survey about my English assignment!! This is actually nth for me but the venue was in Times Square! have interview about 30ppl!

Tired, Tired and tired! me and the other 3 friends was walking in the Times Square, Floor per floor, from LG walk to 3rd floor, was really tiring!

KL really hard to find a ppl tat kind enuf to stop for a few minutes, litsen to wat we saying, finish the 20 questions for us, some of the ppl din even care us, and we still force to smilling to them..
Why we should so suffer? we din even get salary for this u noe? just the 20% marks for english..

something was happen when i was waiting my friend to do some stuff for us, 1 of my friend kind enuf to share some problems tat happen to me recently, she taught me wat shuld i do and she told me about my weakness... i was really feel relief when told her my problems... perharps shuld change my attitude... for a better life... and i shuld thx her

after doing the research, me and the other 3 friends went for 10th floor food court for meal, it was really feel happy actually, altough was tiring, but we gain experience!! But when i went back home, another thing tat suffer me again!! have to squeeze in the monorail and U73 rapid KL bus..
T___T

haiz, next week start exam! hope everything will going fine!!

Have to study anatomy d....

PD trip

well, i love this picture!! Was taken with my sister in PD......

haiz,

dunno wat happen to me... everyday seem the same for me.. and everyday the same things i will think about... wat shuld i do? just read an email tat my friend sent to me, it says "dun be so moody and dun think things tat make u moody, find the way to slove our problem, did we really can do tat.. some problems are very easy to say but very hard when we want to really do it. i want to share my problem to friend tat i very trust.. but now the problem is between me and her! so how? it really suffer me.. T__T"

My friends!

"Happy Family"

Friends forever!!


me and hou tian wife


me and Soh hai (suet hooi) haha

exam over

tired and tired, lazy and lazy... even to write this blog.... haiz.. finally i understand something.. quite moody today, and finally i got a task, TO FORGET SOMEONE!

Well, my amanah gang

Amanah group!!

Gays group, except me

we both look funny..... hahaha

Group picture

Wating taxi!

ok, well i cant remember the date, i think was 22th december 2008.. and i just finish my exam, was tired tat day, after anatomy lecture, me and my NIO friends go mv for movie, and we watch death race, super nice movie!!

After tat i went to meet my secondary school friend.. and about 6++ then we went to OUG plaza for dinner, i agree with calvin tat place was SUX!! tat place full of mosquitoes and i hate it.. but at least we have memorable dinner..

memories in nirwana college

so we are best friend forever!

jinli get bullied

thiek hoon, zi hao,and me

Lau's birthday

well, study from january to july.. it was many sweet memory in nirwana college, especially xuan li, yin ling are the 2 closest chinese friend since january, and march here come a whole bunch of friends.. like zi hao, theik hoon, lau, jinli, chen ling,jia hao, julie and thong.. very happy when i was with them actually, especially wuth theik hoon they all.. we play together, study together and etc.. and most of them are future doctors, going to study medicine, dentistry, and phamacy.. Now the sweet memories only can be left on my mind, all of us got our own route to study, and now most of them had gone overseas, just wish them good luck and always remember me.

Wow

wow, it has been long time din touch my blog liao, this week really many things happen, 1st been through presentation, got lowest mark in biochem and math, and some arguement among jennie and friend, and many things.. life really like this, but as time passes through, we gain more experience, we grow, we become more mature.. we fall, we prepare to standback..
Just does not give up.. i got think of many things, future, love, friendship, family... but now wat??
just depend of faith... and let god decide all the things

exam its over, but i become crazy already...

Haiz, today exam finally over, during this period, i crack my head.. Study things tat i never study b4, especially math, i dun even noe how to do some basic question, i think i gonna be dead liao.. Just hope anatomy, physiology get good marks..

I very regret last time dint study properly, well, time cannot turn over. so i really need to catch up my study now.. i also feel i change a lot, i use to become more emotional person, ya, i noe last time i was emotional person too.. Afer lunch i feel extremely no mood, then i just walk away and i dun k my friend.. haiz.. i too rude already, how can i do this to them??

luckily got some friend tat support me, like chee chiu, my "kai jie", my "honey", some secondary friend and college friend.. well, thx to u all tat keep support me and always there to help me
^^

My "sisters" in NIO

Just 2nd weeks in NIO, i got a lot of friend there, the people are quite nice there, especially all the gals... they love to call me monkey... and treat me like a little boy.. they call me as they "kai didi" so maybe i shuld treat them as my sisters... I feel they extremely funny, today after havng our lunch, we went back to our college, they saw a banana tree and they felt very happy.. even happy then me.. SWT =.=" "waaaaaaaa, got a banana tree there, monkey shuld be happy la"
I answering "I not interested outside banana, coz i got plant some banana trees in front of my house, and i prefer more FRESH banana" we altogether laugh... SEE, how crazy we was...

Combination.

The college just started the 4th day, and i start feel tension. Never feel such stress b4, even in SPM tat time. I hate many subjects, especially for chemistry! hate all kind of equation and the calculation and tat substance name... and suprisingly the college only start 1st week, the biochemistry already make me confusing and suffering. The 1st chapter is talking about Carbohydrate and i already want to faint! Lecturer starting to copy so many notes tat i even dunno wat its talking about. when the lecturer was explaning, i was like did i learn tat b4? wat the hell she is talking about? I dunno how i gonna continue to study... perharps i can ask all my senior to help me!

Being the youngest in class is not reallly a good thing, just like i say, i was stuck since the second class in biochem class, and i have much less experience then them...

After forcing by my friend, so i write something here. Last time, i got plenty plenty things want to write it out and share with friend. But whenever got the blog, just dunno wat to write. SWT
=.=" ok, well, i think tis blog will become my dairy and i would like to share some interesting things in my life (if got).

Well today is 29th of july, is my second day in my brand new college. THONEH.. quite a funny name., stand for Tun Hussein Onn National Eye Hospital.. just feel nothing new here, coz b4 got study in another college b4, and i noe normally hows the college look like.

Altough I already leave nirwana only for 2 days, but then i really feel i miss some friend there. Altough we just met for few months, probably few weeks, but we are really close.. go for movie, go stay overnight together, and go for badminton. But now all gonna go oversea for study, so we have less opportunity to met.. Haiz, all gonna become future doctor, maybe they all will forget me next time. So by here i hope all of them good luck in thier study!

I feel like i am writting an essay for secondary school, hahaha, maybe i not get use to it.

A New Day

well, never tought of can write a blog for my own, sometimes i really got a many tought want to share among friend.. now really got a chance to do it!