So abstract

Finally, Valentines is over. As usual valentines seem very normal for me, cause i still single, so i dun really even care. 14th February, i spent my whole day doing stuff. 6.00 am, force myself to wake up and be ready go to the college. 8.30 am, physiology class start, my classmates seem no time to think how to celebrate valentines. well, class going on until 4.00pm. lol, all of us going very tired and sleepy after Dr. professor swamy class and computer programming class. Dunno what these 2 lecturer talking about and i dun even care, coz i promise myself will revise back at home. 6.00pm reach home, first thing i did was open the switch of my pc, and bath. I cant wait to log in my msn, waiting someone to online and wishing her happy valentines, but i am very childish. Wait whole night, she din't appear, at the end, just gave up, and focused on my computer programming assignment. That's what is about the whole valentines for me, boring and dissapointed.

Something happen in college. I argued with my friends. For a reason, i am talking too rough to a classmates the she like. What the hell! i think people that know me really well know that i love to say 'eat shit', and this word i normally use it for joking. i din't know what had i done wrong. But i dun want to cause too much conflict, and at the end, i said sorry. But, i feel very unfair. i think this friend is really mad in love. Sometimes love help us to see things clearly, see a person's attidude. i very tired to have this type of friend. Love is so abstract and undefine.

Recently the news that surprise me the most the news about the Chris Brown hiting her girlfriend Rihanna. I wondering why Chris Brown want to hit her Rihanna, i thought love suppose to be loving each other, i think most of the guy want to protect her gf. Very very dissapointed with Chris Brown, he was my favourite singer.

Thats what about love, make ppl mad, making people insane, and causing people out of control.
But for me, it is better to learn how to love yourself before you love someone. Well, gonna continue study math, Tuesday gonna have exam again. Wish all the couples happy valentines altough it is a bit late


Good Nite Everyone!!